Let me take a minute to acknowledge
all my accomplishments these last couple weeks. I ran outside guys! It was more
of a jog, but I didn’t get a migraine afterwards!
I actually dieted for two days! I
don’t care what anyone says (mostly talking to the voices in my head here),
this is an accomplishment and I’m going to be proud of it. Anyone who says
differently can kiss my ass.
Last time I blogged was 11/14 so
here are the badges I’ve earned since then;
Swim badge!
Yoga badge!
Ran outside badge!
3 Walking badges!
2 Healthy Eating badges!
Go me!! I’m making progress on being productive, although it
hasn’t been quite enough to meet my goals.
(Note: I wrote this
post on Wednesday morning)
I had a weigh-in this morning and
I’m at 172lbs. So, it’s not my highest weight but I’m definitely still stalled.
I haven’t been waking up early enough to go to the gym and swim (except that
one day). This might be due to the fact that I’ve also been staying up pretty
late. I guess I’m trying to make myself happy in one way or another and I’m
just not really succeeding. Or perhaps I like watching TV so much that I just
have no interest in going to bed because bed means I’ll have to get up for work
where my soul dies each day.
When I get home from work I feel
like a dead slug and all I want to do is sit in front of the TV and try to
forget that I’m dead inside, so I haven’t been doing my physical therapy at
home. I haven’t really been doing p.t. at work, either, because we haven’t had
work to do. This means I feel just good enough not to do my stretches but it
doesn’t mean I won’t be feeling that awful weird painful/stiff feeling in a
couple of hours because I’m still spending the day sitting like a lump at a
computer. I haven’t been recording my meals faithfully, either.
It could be because my routine has
changed lately; I’m doing all that extra volunteering outside of work. It
always takes me a few weeks (read months) to adjust when there’s a change like
this
I don’t know what the solution is
but I’ve got to keep tweaking my plan until I find it. I need to get out of
this damn rut.
So I’ve had this yoga book forever,
it’s called ‘Richard Hittleman’s Yoga: 28 day exercise plan.” It was my first
yoga book. I’ve never done the whole 28 days before; I always get stuck after
day 3. But this time I’m going to do it. I’m going to do the full 28 days and
then I’m going to do this ‘getting your body back’ workout in my Women’s Health
“Big Book of Exercises”. I’m also going to still do cardio; I just wanted to
find a way to do something like physical therapy but not physical therapy because
obviously I’m not motivated to do those exercises at all. So here’s this week
(I’ve already done day 1 of the yoga book)
Wed (11/27)
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Thur (11/28)
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Fri (11/29)
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Sat (11/30)
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Sun (12/1)
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Mon (12/2)
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Tues (12/3)
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cardio
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Day 2 yoga
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cardio
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Day 3 yoga
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cardio
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Day 4 yoga
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Day 5 yoga
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So, what am I going to do to solve the ‘I haven’t been doing
cardio’ obstacle? Well, first I need to be doing things during the day that
will make me feel good and not dreading the morning.
…
Shit.
Maybe I’ll just focus on feeling better during the day. What
will make me feel like a real person?
- Getting work done at work/ being responsible and professional
- Looking good
- Getting some personal stuff done/ being organized and on top of my personal finances, the RA thing, blogging, housework, cat stuff, etc.
- Knowing I have friends out there to talk to and hang out with
- Doing something really fun.
- Record your meals. Just do it!!!
- Make sure you get your p.t. in during the day. Unless you want to be in pain. Prevention is worth a million cures (or however that saying goes).
Master List:
1. Check to see if I have work to do on all of my three projects and then do it.
2. Since I’m already at work today there’s not much I can do to look better. And, since it’s a short week there’s no one here anyway so I’ll just leave that alone. Once I get home I can shower, put on some nice clothes and some makeup since I’ll be heading to see family for thanksgiving.
3. I need to pack some stuff to take with me when I see my family, pay my rent, do laundry and iron my clothes, renew my library books and put flea treatment on my cats. I need to get Cleo a new collar and clean the litter box. I need to get that box of my old books and try to sell them to half-price books, and take that box of old, ugly jewelry to the pawn shop so hopefully I can get some money to buy Christmas presents for my family.
4. For RA, they didn’t ask me to do anything so I’m good on that, but I could take a few articles with me for when stuff gets boring or my family starts talking politics.
5. I’d like to write a draft for each of my blog series’, edit this one today and post it later tonight.
6. Housework; I should probably straighten my apt and do the dishes before I head out. Maybe make my bed. And vacuum. I dusted and scrubbed last week so no need for that again.
7. I talked to a friend today already but I’m going to put on my list to contact someone tonight as well. Even if it’s just a text.
8. Something really fun? I’ll pick something from my fun list to do, maybe I will play piano.
9. And of course, I need to go running again
That’s a lot of stuff. Some of it may have to wait for
Friday. I’m not really counting Thursday because it’s Thanksgiving and I’ll
probably be with family most of the day.
So that’s the plan, I’m glad I’m able to end this post on a
hopeful note. Happy Thanksgiving, everyone!
Jane
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